Thursday, December 09, 2004 . 6:31 PM

[[ ` for y0[u] are * w[i]th me ]]

bloggin tis in camp.qte a bad idea cuz i had an experience the last time when i was bloggin on del's blog but tt was supposed to be a private blog so its ok since tis is much lyk a public kind of blog.tis wk has been slack.slept mostly throughout the afternoons n watched loads of tv.hooked on the zoe tay 9pm show.life is qte borin at the mo.i wanna book btt tis sat n gg out wif yihong after tt then rushin home to watch how taufik trashed sly.muahaha.im so evil.well xmas is nearin n less than a wk left b4 del comes back.well its been almost 4 mnths for us.i wld say we have more or less grown apart but we r tryin our best.its unavoidable tt we shld grow distant but we tok almost every nite n all.

still wonderin abt the overseas issue.as every1 else wld agree,the main prob is financiali.i dun wanna burden my parents.they even asked whether i wld be angry if they cldnt send me overseas.im so blessed i tell u.lyk y wld i be angry.the main reason y i dun wanna go is cuz of them.its not tt i dun wanna c del but its a diff issue.feel so pressurised.lyk i dun wanna disappoint del but at the same time i dun wanna go cuz of the money.its so stupid lar.feel lyk zhengde in the 9pm show.she tinks lyk no harm tryin but if i try then muz go back sch n ask for testimonials n its not lyk im free.qte ex to send them over n i wld wanna go somewhere better lyk ucla berkley or sumtin.but i wld prefer to stay.tot of my job options too.shall blog tt some other time.so many ppl in here now.

gg to prac my sign lang tis sun.yay.then maybe watchin bridget.god bless peeps.