Friday, December 31, 2004 . 9:25 PM

happy new yr

hey guys,

I'M FINALLY HOME!!!! hahaha... anyhow, just wanna wish you all a Happy New Year and a great 2005. May the new year be kind to you. God bless.

And also, I'm inviting you all over to my place on the 29th January 2005. RSVP asap k? Home-y dinner only.... we can go out after that. It's a Saturday, so pleassssseeeee make it! Ciao.

dash

Saturday, December 25, 2004 . 4:00 PM

festive greetings

MERRY XMAS peeps.xmas is reali gd tis yr cuz del is back to spend it wif me.had a great time the past few daes juz chillin out n watchin movies.been watchin movies everyday.watched ocean's 12,bridget jones(sori jh) n meet the fockers.all were pretty nice.took leave on mon n will have a movie marathon wif del.spent 300 buckeroos last wk juz buyin my parents xmas presents.1st time me n my bro n our gfs were sharin cuz tis yr we workin mah.haha.bought mum a fossil watch wif 3 interchangeable straps n bought dad a parker pen n wallet n key pouch set.wanted to get them both a couple watch from guess but they didnt have new ones n act both pointed out the same watch which they liked.bringin del for sleepin beauty on ice on sun.cost me $114 for 2 tix.had xmas eve dinner at triple 3 at mandarin hotel wif del n her family.so ex man.tink 1 person is 120 bucks n there wasnt even free flow of champagne or drinks.lobster oso didnt reali look lyk lobster.watched meet the fockers at 1130 last nite at ulu pandan beach rd cuz we didnt wanna squeeze wif so many ppl in town.orchard was reali crowded last nite wif ppl juz standin ard n dunno doin wat.we coped some balloons from the hotel,in fact alot,n we squeezed it into the car.not much space so we put it in the boot n outside the car.every1 was starin n when me,del n her bro alighted i saw a whole lot of my sergeants cuz they were callin out for me.i juz said hi reluctantly n walked away.

congratulate me peeps cuz todae is my 2nd yr anniversary.woohoo.not an easy feat considerin im in camp rottin my life away while del is in far away land wif all the blue n green eyed,blond hair guys but i trust her.tink ill apply overseas but ill be applyin to public unis in other states lyk california.preferably uc berkeley.dun wan tis hol to end.another yr gone by.another yr wasted.reali must change for the better.have a blessed xmas n a great new yr.may all our dreams come true n must meet up more often k.love u all.god bless.

Sunday, December 12, 2004 . 10:23 PM

shorthand xmas greetings

hi guys… gotta agree tt last wkend was indeed e highlight of e week or maybe even for dec04!!! Was glad tt we did e sharing. it has bn a long time we did sth like tt. Seemed like e best way to wrap up 2004 – can’t think of anything better! I will be sendin u all a copy of “reminisce 2004” – personalized…. my sole reason 4 doing this is because i truly am delighted at all e meetings we had – every single one. i so look 4ward 2 each n every1 of em and I dun wanna forget those days to an extent tt I actually rem e dates of our outings. not just u all but all my other friends also. it may sound weird, but e more I feel I wanna make my days and meetings w my friends count, e more I rem those dates. I make an effort everyday 2 act rem what I did n made sure I din just squander time at my disposal. Ya, my memory sometimes does fail me; tt’s why e notebk n pen has become my best friend. I’ll always haf things and random thots jotted down so I dun 4get. It’s also an indicator of how freq we act meet up. there’s definitely no black n white answer as 2 how many times is the ideal number. when it happens, it happens. will be away from home till 31st… *sobs* qing, if u happen to read this, pls call me at my COS “hotline” – we can both have a xmas chat since we all both kena duty on xmas! haha… to e rest of u all, blessed Christmas! may u find meaning in your life…. merry xmas and a happy 2005.

Thursday, December 09, 2004 . 6:31 PM

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bloggin tis in camp.qte a bad idea cuz i had an experience the last time when i was bloggin on del's blog but tt was supposed to be a private blog so its ok since tis is much lyk a public kind of blog.tis wk has been slack.slept mostly throughout the afternoons n watched loads of tv.hooked on the zoe tay 9pm show.life is qte borin at the mo.i wanna book btt tis sat n gg out wif yihong after tt then rushin home to watch how taufik trashed sly.muahaha.im so evil.well xmas is nearin n less than a wk left b4 del comes back.well its been almost 4 mnths for us.i wld say we have more or less grown apart but we r tryin our best.its unavoidable tt we shld grow distant but we tok almost every nite n all.

still wonderin abt the overseas issue.as every1 else wld agree,the main prob is financiali.i dun wanna burden my parents.they even asked whether i wld be angry if they cldnt send me overseas.im so blessed i tell u.lyk y wld i be angry.the main reason y i dun wanna go is cuz of them.its not tt i dun wanna c del but its a diff issue.feel so pressurised.lyk i dun wanna disappoint del but at the same time i dun wanna go cuz of the money.its so stupid lar.feel lyk zhengde in the 9pm show.she tinks lyk no harm tryin but if i try then muz go back sch n ask for testimonials n its not lyk im free.qte ex to send them over n i wld wanna go somewhere better lyk ucla berkley or sumtin.but i wld prefer to stay.tot of my job options too.shall blog tt some other time.so many ppl in here now.

gg to prac my sign lang tis sun.yay.then maybe watchin bridget.god bless peeps.

Monday, December 06, 2004 . 11:00 PM

Surrounded

Hey guys, just wanted to say how much I enjoyed the talk we had that day. Just felt it was too short! Haha.
But anyway, yea, got to know what's happening in the lives of my fellow secondary school clique. Kinda cool I would say, hearing how everyone's lives is changing and how we're growing up. I hate growing up, seriously, I really do. All these stuff that comes along your way. I mean, yea, you grow more mature (spiritually, mentally, physically), learn new and exciting crafts, cash in the big bucks, fight for that honour, indulge in pride. It just kills me. I think I feel more at ease when I'm playing with my cousins and I don't have to worry about them talking behind my back or trying to find a way to backstab me. Even if I get 'arrowed' by them, it'd be for some silly things like volunteering me to go on stage to sing. Haha. Sad as it, we just have to accept the fact that everybody's changing and moving on, surrounded by the treasures of the world. Sometimes I like to picture myself as one who does not bother with such things and try to think of myself as 'pure'. Yea right. But then again, I start to question myself, am I just trying to make myself feel more superior, feel better? It's nice to be nice, but as I was sharing with Reynard, sometiems I wonder if I try to treat people nicely cos I'm nice? Or what? That I just want a better treatment in return. Well now that's crap, total crap. Haha. Now it just gets so tiring to try to figure everyone out and go for that 'nice' image. Oh gosh, I don't know what I'm talking about or even why I'm posting this up. Think I'll stop here first, will modify this entry or even delete it some other time. feeling so sleepy now. Still gotta wake up in this wonderful place tomorrow.
It's gonna be a long day...

WB

Haha...

WB

Sunday, December 05, 2004 . 4:19 PM

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another ting i didnt mention cuz qing wanted to go back.well christians r humans too not tt im tryin to give excuses.i go thru everyday dealin wif moral issues as well.but we muz not conform to the world's standards.rem JH tt u dun have to use vulgarities on ur recruits to make them listen to u.its all abt not compromisin GOD's values.recent sermons were on moral issues tt draw us away from GOD n oso how GOD is always in control.our path may seem str n easy gg at 1st but GOD will sometimes bring us on the rd less travelled to teach us valuable lessons.do not be disheartened my frenz if u r gg thru a rough patch juz rem tt our GOD is omnipresent n omniscient.juz lay it all down n he will bring u thru it all.i myself am guilty of ostracisin ppl when i noe its wrong.every1 wants to be accepted.no1 likes to be an outcast includin christians.i pray tt i will be a better christian in the comin yr.i hope i will give my best but doin tt in SAF is no use.haiz.

daniel juz called.next wk got guard duty on fri.hopefuli can meet up wif him n my pri sch frenz next wk.haven seen church peeps in a long time too.yay.10 more daes b4 del comes back.i welcome any ideas on wat i shld do when she comes back.tok to u all soon.god bless..

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finali bloggin after eons.sori guys.so now u cant complain tt i dun blog.been reali sori*blinks innocently*.past few wks have been in qte a reflective mood.always happens ard xmas yar.more on tt later.nat juz broke up.poor guy.jh has some1 new n he didnt even tell me lor.hmph.IDIOT.elvin broke up n might be patchin up.all the best yar pal.qing is still the same but has a more foul mouth.haha.

YAY.kudos to TAUFIK.u rock man.so glad u won instead of the guy who-tinks-he-is-so-cool-whe-he-points-at-u aka sly.was rejoicin in the armskote when the results were announced.yes i was denied of watchin it all thanks to the new OC.he totali sucks.garang/wayang piece of shit.heard my incomin S2 oso qte garang.shit.y do i always have to suffer.seems lyk army is reali meant to toughen me up.am i reali tt weak GOD?or r u showin me sumtin?neway camp life is pretty slack now cuz the stores arent back n watever remainin stuff we have,we oso have to clean.painted bikes tt dae.yes.u heard me.painted all the rust.its juz a show for those inspectors to c tt our tools r in workin condition.blah blah.SAF is reali not a gd environment to be in.slews of vulgarities is the norm.ppl r selfish n onli cover their own asses.system is seriously flawed.not tt im perfect but i tink i tend to always complain abt the imperfect situation im in(rem how i used to rant abt the education system in singapore).haha.but it is improvin.cant say the same for SAF.ppl steal from one another in order not to sign 1206.its a gd ting u left simon.

watched shutter wif weibin tt dae n it kinda sucked.i mean the endin was dumb.how can a spirit sittin on u give u neck aches.talked thru the nite wif him n went church but ended up sleepin thru sermon instead.oopps.then jh joined us on sun n we caught up somemore.the next wkend i went out wif nat n sher(aj kakis).haven seen them in ages too.sher has become nicer as in she looks better.nat was gg thru a quarrel at tt time too.it was gd tokin abt the gd ol days.discovered tt my chem tutor in aj died of cancer tho.was so shocked man.i rem edwin didnt reali lyk her cuz she used to pick on him.

tis wkend was reali gd.best one i had so far n probably the whole yr wif my clique.the original six.we shld do it more often guys.received yet another belt tis yr.haha.almost cried when i received an orange sock.come on jared.an orange sock.every1 got gifts except weibin.I HOPE U R FEELIN BAD FOR NOT BUYIN ANITIN.but jared did get 20 buckeroos cuz of tt.the sharin was gd but we started late n it didnt help tt some1 kept hintin tt he had to wake up earli n how weibin had duty etc.reminiscin on the good ol days n wat happened.hearin how every1 has grown physicali,spirituali,emotionali n mentali was a gd ting.glad u grew 10 inches jh.haha.my qn was deemed by WB as impersonal n redundant.watever man.as if u asked great qns.stayed out again cuz there was no nightrider n didnt wanna waste $ on taxi.walked to kopitiam n slept there while talkin to WB halfway.sori man.was so sleepy.highlight of the wk has got to be the sign lang course.learnt so many new signs n even saw an ex sch mate.feel reali led into enterin tis ministry.WB,we muz go n revise wif the peeps sometimes.the sharin was gd.bondin is gd.altho didnt noe if qing was interested cuz he was act doin pushups in public.

Evin:u have def toned down.u dun seem so agressive anymore.haha.tts a gd ting i suppose.watever it is,juz follow ur heart.
Qing:u r still the same.basketball still ur no 1.hate u for havin such a nice tan n 6 pack while im disgustingly fair n onli have a fat blob for a stomach.still hurryin us to go home.haha.but u have truly grown up.dun tink u will act read tis tho.continue to stay faithful to YY n dun scold vulgarities lar.
WB:u have grown up the most without me realisin.shared so much wif u.glad u have become so much more mature.reali glad u signed up wif me for the course.did it did us both gd.dun rape the girl n go DB.not worth it.always a dependable person.
Jared:u have gone thru so much recently.dun noe how i can help.sori to hear all abt it but alas i am juz some1 who can emphatise wif u but not truly noe how it feels.all i can say is dun lose faith.dun let satan win the battle.GOD wants u to draw near to him in tis time of need n not run away.u r onli runnin away from urself.face up to it n be strong.i noe u can do it.will always be here for u n will be prayin for u.cast ur anxieties on him n he will give u rest.
JH:the yr has been qte "quiet" for us cuz we hardly went out but lyk u said we were nv out of touch cuz we always had the sms-es which lasted for daes partly due to my late replies.haha.i noe i can always depend on u.the lord has blessed us richly n im glad u have decided to finali share the true meanin of xmas tis yr.

wif tt said n done,will be reali sad when 2 of my best frenz will be gg overseas for study(WB n JH) but at least i still have jared.gg to the same fac.maybe we cld share a room pal.elvin n qing gg same place too.miss those daes when all of us went to tampines mall durin fridays n how we used to sit ard n chat.drinkin nai mei and listenin to each others ranting n ambitions.rem how elvin n qing wanted to take over virgin empire.those were the daes man.suddenly feel old.no more a teen.haiz.love u all.may we all continue to grow in the lord n be successful n comfort each other n be there for one another.have a great yr ahead peeps.