Tuesday, May 23, 2006 . 11:55 PM
Boredom.
Hey peeps...
Yes i'm still alive and i do apologise for not blogging for like forever.
Well hope this will make up for all the times i didnt blog. Hah!
i realised a fault in this blogskin.
I cant see the title for each entry. Haha!
Reynard: please take note.
Anyway, guess many of you dont know wats going on in my life.
Well... simply put... NOTHING!
COMPLETELY NOTHING!
i have become a couch potato, a bigger slacker than the one using the nick, a FAT SLOB!
Yes.
It has been a progressive journey to this stage.
First, i could initially still find the motivation to go exercise.
hen, lost that but was still willing to walk to the mrt station area to buy food for the family.
Thereafter, i could still bother to cook instant noodles for my meals.
And now, well lunches are watever i can find in the fridge and can be shoved into the microwave.
Isnt that sad?
I know it is but i cant find any motivation to do anything.
My whole metabolism has slowed down.
I'm now not even looking forward to go to school anymore.
It was never the case in army.
I wish someone will ddddrrrrraaaaggg me out of my current life, put me into a place where i will stop wallowing in self pity, find some type of a social life.
Besides this, the only other activities that have been keepin me busy are...
1. Going to church
2. Singing
This has presented some problems. It has made me feel like i've been clammed up in a shell. Like not having any breathing space. I now go to church abt 4 times a week. I ALSO go to choir practices abt 4 times a week. It has reached to a point that it has become a chore doing the above activities that i used to sooo love doing. i wanna leave some things, at least run and hide, explore the rest of the world (if ya get wat i mean) n not be confirned in the space of these 2 activities. Become sportier like go rock climbing? Canoeing? Even dancing? But no here i am stuck in this circle of stuff. I feel like i'm now doing these stuff to please ppl. For one, my mum since she always wanna drag me to church. (how to say no?) For another, my tenor section (i feel like i have an obligation being their SL...). So i'm lost.
But yet, i'm addicted to the tv box.I watch any crappy program on tv.
Oprah is a must every day n tat can run for like 2 hours.
At one point, reality tv shows were flooding the channels from survivor, amazing race, renovate my family.... But now they've ended. There still is so u think u can dance, project runway... Told u i'm addicted... (heeheee!) Someone get me a life!!!!
Lost is the best word to describe me now. I'm totally lost.
oh well besides the stupidity of me dwelling in my misery...
Cant wait to meet up with you all! Please confirm wif me if we are meetin up on fri nite cos i have concert to peform on sat (see wat i mean?). so if u havin sleepover i cant stay but will hang out til as late as i can. So preferably can meet over dinner or something?
And yes i will be late on sunday due to wat else?! CHURCH AND CHOIR! HAHA!
so seeya guys....
thank u esp to reynard n jianhong for keeping the blog alive!
AFRIDASIE!
(if ya didnt know tat is wat host/supermodel heidi klum from project runway says to contestants when they are booted from the show... It means goodbye in german i think... see told u i have no life???)
j
